I Will Meet You There

I Will Meet You There

The poem I originally wrote on July 16th, 2015.



Leave a place
Leave a space
Leave some memories
Leave some strange sceneries

Walk the path of the future
Lead your feet out of the water
Trying to hold a grip
Though you’re afraid, you might slip

Friends, foes
They come and go
Love, feelings
Where did it all go?

Though I shall remember
All my fears and desire
I too shall forget
All my shallow regret

For when there are aspirations
Came great expectations
Must we all walk together all the same?
No, my dear
Find your own path and lane

If you shall feel
As if there is no end
Remember all God’s plan

And when you feel
A new breath of air
I will meet you there


All poems by me are very open to your own interpretation. I, of course, have my own.

 

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Bunda

Bunda

I had this on my notebook for a while now. This has been rewritten for countless of times. I hope it’s good enough.


This is about my undying love for a woman

Even though I might have broke her heart

I might have crushed them

I might have caused distraught

I hope I’m not much of an awful human being

 

 

Because I sincerely love her

I wrote this with heart and mind poured entirely

I am not the best thing to ever happen to anyone

But, I am glad that I happen to her

I am glad that I was destined to arrive on her hands

 

 

Bunda,

I am a being

Full of imperfections

But, you shaped and carved me

I don’t know why you were so determined

While you could have give up any moment

I guess that’s what made you special

 

 

This little flesh who grew into a living person

A very difficult one, that is

Has been blessed by your touch

Blessed by your care

And, my God will I ever be able to return it?

I don’t think there will come a day where

I can repay every single thing

 

 

Don’t give up on me

Don’t ever think you’re not good enough

When I cause mischief

You gave all you have, I’m just too stubborn

 

 

Sometimes being a perfect mother

Can be a little lonely

It seems like everyone around you

Turn their backs against you

While you and you alone knows best

About your own flesh

 

 

They try to stir you around

But, you refused

The amount of resistance you gave

When they try to change

Souls you have protected for years

Astonishing in my eyes

 

 

One day they will see

The things you fought relentlessly

Blossomed into something so perfectly

Their words meaningless entirely

 

 

I aspire to turn out being the woman you are

When my time has come

I know I’ll be clueless

But, I know that you’ll help me

So stay with me

We have a beautiful future ahead

 

A bond that no one

No one but, us shared

We are the only ones who understand

They try but, it’s not the same

Happy Birthday, Bunda. 

Father

I pick up a photograph

Reminiscing all the laugh

You told me to look above

Convince myself, I am enough

 

Taught me to fight back

When they mock me

For all the things I lack

Noticing how I crack

 

My very first steps

Not an easy one

Still, forward, waited

Not a frown in sight

 

You are soft

That is your strength

Then you love

And you never left

 

For every harsh

Justifications I did

You stood with patience

Made an understanding

 

You never show

But, you always know

You create your flow

And let them follow

 

And if He decide

The time is now

I shall kneel

Head down, eyes close, weeping

 

But, as long as

Our souls remain exist

I shall try not to commit

An early exit

 

Time is mysterious

Perhaps, unpredictable

But, we shall not blame

Or make it an excuse

 

For ethereal existence

Such as yours, are rare in sight

My love, I say

Remains unconditional

 

-Happy Birthday, dad.


All poems by me are very open to your own interpretation. I, of course, have my own.
Written for and prior to my father’s birthday.

SHE

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”Now, she’s a worry made of gray..”

She once believed that

Life, the one she live in

depended on people’s thoughts

It surrounds her mind

consumes her, drives her

Everyday.

Impress, she must

Bits of everything

Constructed into something

Considered perfection

She was compelled

“you have to.”

It echoes, repeated

She failed to realize

Her soul, away and away

Slowly, surely

She was a bliss

Made of colour

Now she’s a worry

Made of gray

She found herself

Not too late

She started over

Painted again

Filled the holes

She once left

wide open

She turned around

Cleared off

her obstacles

Worry again

No, she did not

She stopped depending

Left it off

Let them  burn away

She began to see

Wonders, exist

True colours, exited

Fascination, herself filled


All poems by me are very open to your own interpretation. I, of course, have my own.
Written on 30 October 2016, a little before midnight.  

The Inner Thoughts

Another work of poetry.

Have you ever wondered a lot of things about yourself? This is mine.

I want to crawl deep inside you

Feel those burning thoughts

I want to dive in you

Discover your inner ghost

 

Have you tried switching your lights on?

Provide them with your light

Have you tried opening your closed doors?

Let them come inside

 

Do you feel like a machine

That needs a sustainable engine

Driven by people who drive you insane

Let me hold you and heal all your pain

 

The world is a place to discover

Either your enemy or your lover

The world is filthy

But you’re here to shine a light on me

 

The voices in your head

The whispers in your ear

The people surrounding

The feeling of fear

 

Aware of your insecurity

Shielding your vulnerability

Protect yourself from susceptibility

Afraid of living secludedly

 

Beware of the demons

Consuming your soul rapidly

Shout it loudly

I promise you won’t be lonely

For The Loved One

A poetry I wrote. Inspired by a roleplay I was in.

His sparkly eyes are like the soft, glimmering light of the moon

His sweet smile is like the stars, sincerely beautiful and make you swoon

His graceful moves, make your heart beat in grooves

 

It is him, my darling lover

The one that I admire

Make me burn with desire

To tell the truth and not be a liar

 

The truth, my love

I have been falling

I don’t know how to come back

Maybe crawling

But I am afraid

This heart might crack

 

My love drives me insane

My love leaves you in pain

My love is sincere

My love is here